Mr. OL
Yo jes hummilated yoursef
- Joined
- Jul 26, 2018
I think aside from the usual slow death in front of a tv or computer screen, the only real hobby I can think of is that I play guitar. Badly. By myself. I record riffs and tunes that I make up as I go along, telling myself that one of these days I'll manage to actually put some of this shit together into a legitimate song or two.
But I've been telling myself that for a few years now.
I self-sabotage and second-guess everything and keep telling myself that this isn't good enough, and that isn't good enough, and I curse the gods for the fact that I wasn't raised in a musically-inclined household, and I lament the fact that I'm only just now getting into this stuff as an old man, and then I scrap everything and restart.
So uh... yeah, I play videogames and watch tv.
But I've been telling myself that for a few years now.
I self-sabotage and second-guess everything and keep telling myself that this isn't good enough, and that isn't good enough, and I curse the gods for the fact that I wasn't raised in a musically-inclined household, and I lament the fact that I'm only just now getting into this stuff as an old man, and then I scrap everything and restart.
So uh... yeah, I play videogames and watch tv.